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(1 Love Me)

[31 Jul 2005|07:39am]
[ mood | hot for dick ]
[ music | ima beat ur pussy up ]

it was SHEEN + NADINE.
MOSTLY NADINE.
BUT SHEENA TOO.
SHES HORNDOG.
G2G. KAY?
LUV YA. *kiss* =D BYE.

( Love Me)

my humpo...??? like i even know what that is [31 Jul 2005|05:38am]
[ mood | i am little horndog ]
[ music | doesnt matter. want to suck my dick? ]

CANT LEAVE ME WITH MICHAEL.
-nadine

I am Sheen.
I like Mike Jones.
Back then hoes didnt want me, now Im hot hoes all on me.
KAY.
Ride a little Peeeter Tondo bicycle.
I AM FATTIE.
want a crotch hug?
the jersey experience.
ME + Bike = DEATH.
I GAMBLE WITH NADINE'S LIFE!!
I am a Rhetard.
Hey, how ya doin little mama.. let me whispa in ya ear?
o0o0o dis sexy ass nigga try ta holla at me at the mooovies.
Oh maah godd.
he soo foiiiiine.
with gooate and grills.
lmao.
NEVER. not even a joking matter.
I LUVVV this BOOOOOI.
wait til you see ma dick, wait til u see ma dick, wait til u see ma dick.
ima beat that pussy up.

lo que paso, paso.. entre tu yo.
lo que paso, paso.. entre tu yo.

DONT SWEAT THE TECHNIQUe.

what u wana eat boo.
i wana feed u.
let me run ur bath water what ever u desire i'll spire.

ill get ur slippers.
u din din.
&&&&&&&&&&&&& deeesert,
and soooo much moooore.

dedicated to MA BOO.

BOOOOIIIII.
Im diggin all ur energy.
and im diggin what ur tellin me.

blahblahblah...

FAVORITE LOVER!!

u aint gotta say it too much.. from the look in ur eyes.. i can tell u wana fuuuuck.
u aint gotta say it too much.. from the look in ur eyes.. i can tell u wana fuuuuck.

NOT MY FAVORITE ACCIDENT.
JERS. was.
I got the message long before u said u knew.
there was no chance of us at all.
with no velocity an empty headed heart and far too long.
i spent 2 yrs alone with u...

you simply were an accident.
never even my favorite one.
always JERSEY.
cus hes my favorite loover.

what it is ho, WUUZSA. can a playa jus keep in touch.
well gimme yo numba n ill call.
n all follow that ass in the mall.
take ya home let u juggle ma bawls.

they dont see us waving from such great heights.
come down now.
and suck dick.

ma darlin i.. cant get enough of ur love babe, nah.. its only about ur dick.
o0o0o.. the more u give the more i want.
and baby thats no lie..
DICKDICKDICK.
CRUSTY!!..NAILLSS..!! =$
what kind of dick is this?

im craze.
cus u got me.
got me doin things i never do.
if u aint been im still craze.
duuuuuuuuu..
im doing dishes.

baby u dont pay me no mind.
please suck dick.
ur attitude is unpredictable.
i dont want to make u unhappy.
so i will suck dick.

let me crotch touch.
in my arms in my mind all the time i wana
see ur crotch.
let me crotch touch.

C.R.O.T.C.H.
all im asking is for a little crotch.

just a little bit.
just a little bit.
C-R-o-T-C-H


wana a drink?
buy it for you.
and stir it with my dick.

i'll brush ur hair put ur doorag on.

nadine + nail polish= crust lol
nadine brother ate my soup

played craze game with victor

not two player but almost as craze

kittys are still cute...mine is better than nadines
cause shes just a little fatty on a bike...with nicks on her legs
dominic is her neighbor
who is dominic you ask? i don't know either

1 pounds weights don't get you any where......thus nadines a little fatty

CRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROTCH.
Do you love me now that I touch the crotch???

you are my candy dick.
and u got me wanting you.

dickin all ova the world.
i went to canada n saw some beautiful hoes.
hey grl how u doing?

rock it dont stop it everybody get on the floor.

SAY I YA YA YA YAAA.
IM CRAZE.
NOT FOR TRIX.
OR CHIX.
JUST LITTLE DIX.

change clothes.
cus im little perv.
so just change clothes.
in front of me.
kay?
cus im little perv.
I AM SHEEN.
&& I AM FRESH2DEF.

it never really matter too much to mee.
that u were just too damned old for me.
even though ur little perv man.
in club pediphile.
all that really matter was ur my boyfriend.
let me love u down u little old greasy perv.


WELL.. going to beach soon. KAY?
*kiss* =D BYE.

(1 Love Me)

new york new york new york new york new york new york [23 Jul 2005|04:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | could you be loved ]

im having fun here....I eat more here than any where else in the whole wide world...but thats ok.. im at my friends house
nothing else is new....ummm i talked to amanda panda shes doing good other than that nothing new....I saw my cousin colin
hes changed alot since the last time i saw him 4 years ago...and i saw my cousin carly and shes the same...still full of herself
but nicer....i found out my uncle is really really sick...that sucks..i went to the market today and we bought some stuff...and thats
all we have done so far...oh and i drew lots of animals.....ummm yeah this is just some kind of family vacation thingy thats kinda
boring but its better than i thought it would be...
I miss you guys!!!

(1 Love Me)

.... [18 Jul 2005|08:33am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | can't get enough of your love ]

so early to be awake...: (
im going to newyork today and i don't really want to
but i must
im coming back in a week...
can't wait....yea........
ok....BYE

( Love Me)

omg omg!!! [14 Jul 2005|02:16am]
[ mood | indescribable (in a good way) ]
[ music | Archies - Candy girl (sugar, sugar) ]

this last week end was great and so were the last to days....
my mom took away my cell phone lol
i only get it sometimes but ive been without it for the last like
couple days.....
aww im all happy like...
me and nadine and edgar went swimming....
hung out.....me and nadine came back to my house
ate some foods
shes now cutting samis hair...
my kitty is a boy...never new that...lol
so cute though
got a new ac cause luke broke my old one
going to print out 100000 of pics and put them up like in my doors
goiung to get my permit
all of this is before i leave
to new york...
im leaving soon....and im going to be really sad
i can't wait for the food though lol
yeah so umm everything is nice
and i have to go help nadine so
later.......... ♥

(1 Love Me)

[12 Jul 2005|03:47am]
[ mood | loved ]

Hey...
I'm at Nadines!!!
Aww i got a kitty!!!
Well...It's Samis kitty but stillll.
It's name is name is Grand theft auto San Andres, Syfo Seltzler, Lil Jon And The East Side Boys, and Sami named it Gabriel after some guy she likes.
Jesse you're not my favorite accident...Jersey was.
Lmao.
Nadine said that...Lmfao. shes just a little craze right now...
How about a crotch touch??? (thats her too?) lol
Spider man has breastesess.
We stayed at the pool till 6 in the morning.
Then took bus to my house the other day lol...
Everythings nice between me and bradley were super cool were best friends...
And things between me and Edgar are really good.
I'm so happy!
I don't know what else to say!!!
I'll update later...
I love you guys!!!
,Sheena

(2 Love Me)

I found a computer!!!! [26 Jun 2005|07:47pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

YAY!!! I HAVE FOUND CIVILIZATION!!!!
I have been cut off from the world for a while now.....
my cell phone doesn't work on this island....gayness..
.but i think it will on the next one
me and sami have done nothing but explore...
we have had the strangest adventures noww......
i went horse back riding....:)
my ass hurts now cause of it..:(
Right now im in this cool hotel that has glass doors
and when you don't want anyone to see through them u click
a switch and it fogs them up....and i run around all day charging
eveything to the hotel...its kinda fun....but i miss home
and i miss living at nadines and running around till 5 in the morning
here everything closes at 9....i think i have 10 days to go im not sure though..
Sami loves a guy that works at bubba burger
lol
umm....and she had a near rape experience by a big pappa
and i had a nice driving lesson....i didn't crash very nice....and thats all
I MISS YOU ALL
LOVE YOU

(5 Love Me)

Hawaii!!! [19 Jun 2005|01:48am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | love fool : ) ]

I'm in hawaii bitches!!!!
ITS SO BEAUTIFUL HERE!!!!!
I'm really having fun and so is sami no matter what she says....all we've been doing is laughing at everything
so far we
eat all the time
go in the pool
went to some pretty beaches and i think we are gonna go snorkeling tomorrow and jet skiing the next day....
we have like 5 other islands to go to still but i think its gonna be fun...when i get back i think i have 2 weeks and then right back on a plane to new york....
i already have a sun burn :( but its going away so : )..... theres nothing else really to say other that that we just kinda run around all day doing nothing and if not we watch movies like dirty dancing and clueless or read...i have two ap books to read....not gonna read them....there ugly....ive been taking tons of pic so im not in any of them really....i feel as if amanda is here with me cause she has the adress to that site thing that all my pictures are automatically uploaded to so its like she sees everything i see lol....um nothing else really...im kinda cut off from the world but thats ok...ummmm sami wants to go on myspace so i got to finish now...(i must be the only one in the world without a myspace) I love you guys...♥ talk to you or write about my days here later....
♥sheena

(3 Love Me)

I can't go to sleep [15 Jun 2005|03:30am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | love you like i did-112 ]

This is really gay.........i can't go to sleep cause im to excited about going so im up by myself in my room
and im listening to the best song lmao (nadine.....let me love you!!!!!!!!! NO ONE WILL LOVE U LIKE I DID!)
I want to have a party like last night with me and nadine but i can't and thats so sad...
today after i brought roberta her nice birthday present
went with nadine, bradley and jersey back to my house
watched them do very badly at playing video games
i made them leave cause i had to go buy stuff....
..me and nadine went to the movies to pick up sami
they went to see the traveling pants movie
me and nadine ate
sami and bell came and sami made faces in her ice cream
we took bell home
her mom gave me a huge bottle of rum to give to my dad
just walked around with a big thing of rum
i waited at the movies for ppl who came and then left to go see bat man
jealous : (
i ♥ bat man
now im just sitting here and i have another 2 hours before i was supposed to get up
but its ok cause im happy right now cause of something new thats good
i hope it stays good.....
i think it will

LOVE YOU ALL....... TALK TO YOU IN HAWAII


I ♥ SOS

(2 Love Me)

I'm leaving :( [14 Jun 2005|03:50am]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | its not unusual-tom jones ]

Over the last few days me and nadine have gone on some wacky adventures
we went to kfc
edgars house
the movies
victoria secret
and we got locked out of nadines house for 4 hours
fixed her speakers
did some dancing to unusual
watched fairly odd parents
i drove around the other night with danny and corey waiting to see who would win the scavenger hunt thing
i went to aventura to buy my new ipod cause i broke my old one and i lost it within 5 min after getting it ....me and alfredo looked around like crazy and edgar and isabella and sergio found it for me. im so smart : )
we read the best baby books while we were there all about the bi boo


Today i have to pack for this trip thing cause i leave at 6 in the morning....
I just kinda wanted to write to everyone that im so sorry if i was supposed to hang out with you and i couldnt because everything has been so crazy around here there wasn't any time. I hope everyone has fun while im gone and im going to miss everyone but 19 days isnt that long so i wont miss anyone too much lol. SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO LITTLE TIME!!!!!!!!

(1 Love Me)

[08 Jun 2005|03:53pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | all is full of love- death cab for cutie ]

The movies is the most magical place....the strangest ppl are there.... the other night out of no where this crazy bum guy started this huge fight with glen...then after a whole day of being friends and everything being all nice....me and alex and ashlie got into the dumbest fight over nothing which led to me going home at 3 in the morning and sneaking in.
The next day i went to the beach with my brother really early in the morning
and stayed for a while
then allison came over for once and we all went to the movies again.
sami spilled coke on allison
allison me and edgar went to go and help her wash it off
she used the hand dryer thingy to dry her hair
she looked greasy
me and allison got stranded at the movies
we sat in some swing thing by our selves for 3 hours waiting for my parents to fall asleep
we went inside down stairs and watched the most extreme
we snuck in upstairs and went to sleep
sami woke me up to make her mini crunchy dawgs
my mom is making me stay home for a while cause she says she misses me
so now me and sami are playing paper mario lol
must not keep sami waiting

(1 Love Me)

YOU COULD DO THAT? ...YOU CANT DO THAT... [04 Jun 2005|02:51am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | memory-sugar cult ]

This week has been amazing........Iv'e been at edgar's house...alexandra's...nadine's...and yesterday night at bradley's...I don't think iv'e slept at my own house in a week... The other day at the store this nasty hindu man walked right uo to me and sami while we were paying with his camera phone and started to take pictures of us....lol sami was saying i should have turned around with my phone and should of taken pictures of him....I kinda want to go to hawaii now....I really can't wait...3 weeks by myself just to think about stuff...tonight i went to the movies and i broke down and was really sad...but then i made a promise to myself that im not going to break.....im no longer going to cry about any of this shit any more...i figure if ur not with some one who you love or if you haven't found that person yet its ok because the longer it takes for you to find that person the more special they are to you when you do... yeah kinda gay but who cares...right now im watching sami try to teach alexandra how to play diddy kong racing cause they won't let me play cause i always win lol jk....the other day at the beach party thing i was laughing sooooo hard cause bradley drew a picture in the sand as big as my room of jerseys face lmao....sami was sick at home and so i bought her a bob the builder lunch box and put mc donalds in it as a present lol....then me bradley and sami all made ducks out of play-doh...

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this was bradley's duck...not so bad kinda good

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i don't really know what this is but its samis...it looks dead

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and this is my duck...they were making fun of me saying its the perfect duck and that im a loser with play-doh molding talents lol

i shall write later but right now i have to play video games so later

(1 Love Me)

[02 Jun 2005|11:08pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

the nice is nice!!!!
lol wow i haven't been home in so long...I LOVE IT! Instead iv'e been having tea parties till 5 in the morning
Nadine looked at me today and i was putting a tomato on a piece of bread and she was like "you could do dat"lol shes so not smart lol...oh yeah and she ate face with someones brother lmao
I finally today broke leah away from being trapped at home and i took her out to come party with us. SHes so cute...nadine is dirty...sami is charming...and isabella is missing. Edgar lost three times to me in tic-tac-toe making me the champion of all time and right now at this very moment we all know where sami boy frien is....(where ever 5 year olds are). I have two weeks to have as much fun as possible before i am forced to leave. I broke my ipod the other day cause some stupid big thug kid knocked it out of my hand and now it just doesn't work...Ahhh nadine is being so annoying shes bitching about going to the park! She just wants to be raped. awww Russel is so nice he picked us up and took 8 of us home tonight so we didn't have to go in the rain...and someone i know likes him cough **** cough lol.

Im hungry and thats more important..........
love sheena

(1 Love Me)

[29 May 2005|05:26pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | 12ccs Of Amore-carter beats the devil ]

THE RIDDLE IS GOING TO GET YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol....this sunday i walked around with sami and jesus to try to find some kind of party thing...
then i went to that scavenger hunt thing and i was on russle's team and he drove us around all over......even though we didn't really play the game......
then he took me and sami to nadines and we had another tea party with edgar and howard
and we stayed up all night long talking about the riddle lmao...and samis boy frien*
i only finally fell asleep while they were watching confessions of a teenage drama queen lol
On monday i went to see a movie......and i had lots of fun...
..........................................................

Today i had finals and i got an A on both of them,.....and i think im the only loser going to school tomorrow but i have to go and see everyone for the last time before i leave.......and i have to go to mike's with leah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i'm feeling better.....i mean im kinda having fun anyway and im finally seeing that i can live....

(2 Love Me)

kitty loaf!!!!!!!! [28 May 2005|11:55pm]
[ mood | Over that shit bitch lol ]
[ music | The Early November- Ever so Sweet ]

you don't have to run...its a red light..........GREEN LIGHT!!!GREEN LIGHT!!!!!!!!!....nadine is so funny...
yesterday i went with sami to the movies and then me, sami, isa, nadine,alex,bradley,and victor took a cab to that party on 90 something street on the beach...and nadine and victor kept throwing sand on me and nadine put some in my pants cause shes just a little lesbian....and me and isa dug a big hole like the mother alligator who was very gentle while she beat the crap out of her eggs....lol u guys just wouldn't understand and it was really fun except the part where me and bradley had a stupid fight/talk thing but thats ok...later we all ended up at victors house and we slept there....i got the top bunk!! the rest all kinda slept on the floor...victor ended up under the bed at one point. We all woke up and left after that and now i think theres some party that i need to be going to lol or its just gonna be a kinda go to buy some new shoes kinda night. which ever i don't care i just need to get out of this house im going crazy!!!! and iv'e only been here for about 3 hours....

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I ♥ the kitty..... : )

(1 Love Me)

[28 May 2005|06:20pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | let me love you-mario lol ]

I'm so tired i had no sleep last night....it started off with
after school going to mc donalds with roberta
going home
won a light saber spoon in the frosted flakes box
calling nadine to get her to go with me
went to the movies
saw ppl and ate....
got a ride from this guy with peter and jose to nadines house with her and sami
after they left us...2 min later we called them back to come and get us..
then we went driving around kicking ppls houses
we went to some party...
left the party....
went home to nadines at 4...
went to mc donalds when we woke up ...
came home...
and now im gonna go to the movies again to start the whole process all over with sami.....
cause shes sad so i need to cheer her up..so we are gonna go out and have fun : )
Oh and leah i am sleeping over your house before u go... just thought i would let u know that
lol

(1 Love Me)

[26 May 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | silly ]

AHHHH i saw this pic of me and leah, and sami and me couldn't stop laughing....I look like a down syndrome face!!!!!!!!!! lmao.... leah looks pretty though......
I have decided that when i go to hawaii that its going to be me and sami and no one else...
and that it won't be soooooo bad...
and I know that

Love is....forever

I ♥dat cereal box

(1 Love Me)

haha i didn't go to science [26 May 2005|03:54pm]
[ mood | challin ]

you want me to do things to you like the sun and the moon...idiot...i do not have time for that....i have to many women lol....i love that song.. today was nice......I PASSED MY PORTUGESE TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! I took both my tests and they were easy and then i didnt go to 5th or 6th...and i left school to go wander around....LUKE IS BACK so we went to the beach...and we rented movies....... and if people who im not gonna mention would stop being mad at me and just freaking let it go the i would feel better...

I like this song its so happy
Cross My Heart

cross my heart, hope to die
i swear i won't say what happened that night
so starting today things are gonna be all right
your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
no better than fine, perfect in my mind
in fact, i wish your heart was mine
and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way
because now we're here

do you want to get away? get in the car we can leave today
do you want to celebrate our just made little holiday?
cus now today is your day
all that stuff you used to take
im glad you threw all that away cus now you look so great
you never need to be afraid just know you went the right way

because even though we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
its mine to decide when ill be alright

i know you're going crazy
but happy is all that you make me
and now things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK
but now its time to get some better days
cus i don't want to keep acting this way

cus man i know we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..
and thats just a thing that take time

so keep going till you know when its time, when its right
keep showing yourself in that light
cus back in school man that gets cruel
but one thing is true is that man now look at you
your heart is big enough for two

because i can hear the memories in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad because we're here

i know you're going crazy
but happy is all that you make me
and now things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK
but now its time to get some better days
cus i don't want to keep acting this way

cus man i know we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..
and thats just a thing that take time

( Love Me)

[23 May 2005|07:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | do you realize-postal service ]

I had a good day today...for once, I had the easy tests today...portugese and math essays
in lunch i ate pizza that was greasy as fuck...but it was still good
ummm....then i went home after school...not really a very exciting day but i had fun.
Everyone should call my cell phone to hear my message its funny...its all about my boyfriend...lol
Group x is the funniest band...leah u would laugh really hard...u should download some of there songs
I really want to see star wars...i still haven't : (

* **** *****
Well anyway I feel better...marissa told me that everything will end up the way its supposed to...and that as long as i follow my heart it will all be ok....lol its kinda stupid sounding but i guess its true...shes so nice...
thats all for today .....im gonna go make dinner....

(5 Love Me)

Isa is jersey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [22 May 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Skeptics And True Believers- the academy is ]

lol welll....this weekend was so fucking random but thats ok..its what makes it fun

- i wrote about my tea party already...it was a very nice way to start off the weekend
- went to a party...and had MY OWN TICKET...but some people didn't have theres so i didn't go in...i still love u though...
- went to some party that nadine told me about....it was stupid...so i wandered off
- went to star wars and saw the first 30 min....cause i had to go home and cook...
-talked about samis boyfriend who is just so sexy with his pot belly...lmao....
-discovered that amanda is a freak...even more than u think u know
-discovered that sami is like bradley....isabella is like jersey...and nadine is like victor lol
Luke left and is in mexico and im bored now...and i have no house to go run away to any more...but he will be back in 3 days or something...amanda is going with me to Hawaii...that will be fun...AMANDA AND STEPHAN ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! thats the way its supposed to be....everyone knows it...they are just ment to be together...and shes not being stupid and im proud of her...oh and sami's new hair is cute and anyone who says otherwise is fucking retarded because the hottest guy in the world likes her so u should shut ur shit...
OK.....nothing else....
............love you,
Sheena

(1 Love Me)

[21 May 2005|04:27pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | cross my heart-the rocket summer ]

Yesterday was cool...i had no real class which is always good...
after school i walked with norman to nautilus to get sami...and i made him listen to my whole life story...
then i went home with sami, isa, and nadine and we all went to the movies and i saw allison for the first time in 10000s of years...
me nadine and allison went home on metro to nadines house with edgar and alfredo.....
then we got off
then we had a tea party
then we went to bed
then i woke up and
now im home.
doesn't sound to fun but the tea party was really cool... we had no tea though...just cookies...and milk...

(1 Love Me)

shnaka [18 May 2005|07:18pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

today i woke up late and i felt like everything was going to go back to the same way again just like last time... and that i was being ignored....so i tried to not think about it...and me and leah were dancing in simons jam thing and she almost kissed me...and then we had to go to klein but we convinced ms. klein to go down stairs and play bass with simon and so she brought the whole class down there and we stayed for that period too and then the rest of school was the same and the i went home like always...and i got ready to go to the award thing tonight but my parents didn't want to go...even though the reason why i get good grades is because of them....so i asked sami to go and she didn't want to so i didn't even get to go. But w/e i did my hw instead. lol fun fun

*Jesse I hope everything turns out ok....I know how strong and brave you are and that you will be ok and if your sisters anything like you and i know she is, then she will be fine too...everything will be fine i'm sure because if there is one person who deserves it to be its you....and i know theres not much i can say or do but if u need me then im here for you......................
-love sheena

( Love Me)

[17 May 2005|11:57pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

LOSER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was blah.... me leah were thinking about how we are gonna misss science together....
nothing else really happened cause it was a gay block day. aww man i don't know whats wrong with me because right now i should be happy in a way but i just don't feel the same...but w/e everything will happen the way it should i guess.
Went home right after school like always
made dinner
ate dinner
hung out with luke....who was making fun of what people wrote in my year book
watched law and order
blah blah blah
Today was cool though cause for the first time i really saw that i have people who care about me...and are really great friends...and for some reason today i just thought about it and thought about how lucky i am...
Leah, Roberta, Amanda, Angie, and everyone else are the coolest people and I hope that im just as good as a friend to them as they all are to me....*tear* lol...okay now that iv'e said that...
ICE CREAM!!!!!!

(5 Love Me)

ahhh kinda happy but still not.....i dunno [16 May 2005|08:27pm]
[ mood | nice kinda ]

These last couple of days have been really random.....friday and sunday the most but........way to long a story...
Today in 1st-read
2nd- watched movie
3rd- talked to the klien making fun of group
4th- took a test on the movie drum line
5th- learned something
6th- did my hw
today was kind of nice....
after school i went home and me and sami went to sub way and we were talking about the folder of mush rooms and the really nasty guy that came up to me at the concert on thursday and said "oh mah god...you so fine!" lmao and i asked sami if she thought it was strange that the 21 year old guy that she likes...likes her when he thinks shes 16 and why he didn't like someone his own age...and she said "no why would i, he could get someone his own age, he just likes me though, shut the fuck up", and she hit me lol...

awwww its so cute....sami has this book called love is... and these are the best things it says.....
love is....making the right decision
love is....staring your future in the face
love is....not maybe-but for real
love is....having a best friend
love is....tears of joy
love is....being there when all seems lost
love is....unforgettable you
love is....finding a rose on your pillow
love is....when he plays your tune
love is....finding a love note in your pocket
love is....a time to remember
love is....caring when the going gets hard
love is....reassuring in a unpredictable world
love is....knowing you love me
love is....being his last romance
love is....my promise to you
love is....something that changes your life
love is....turning your dream into reality
love is....facing the unknown together
lol thats not alot....thats almost nothing....well its the 19 best out of almost 300

(4 Love Me)

lqkihter;1o [09 May 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

today i....
1. made a book
2. wrote a strange note
3. showed my supieror knowledge in klein
4. did not go
5. got a 100% YAY!!! im doing good again
6. i don't remember...i think took notes

umm then i went to mc donalds with amanda and roberta and marco and his friends and then i came home and sami, isabella, nadine and coarl were all very funny and i made some ramen noodles and i ate it...and now im updating this stupid thing cause i have nothing else to do and to let everyone know how GREAT & FANTASTIC my day was...although it consisted of nothingness except for the fact that i had the pretty skirt on and that makes evrything good. Oh and some ppl should go to school like on days like today.....yeah.......

POKEMON STADIUM IS JUST SO AMAZING

(1 Love Me)

Sex with pudding!!!!!!!!!! [08 May 2005|06:27pm]
[ mood | Bananas!!! ]
[ music | Slow down- the academy is ]

wow thats the best idea in the world lol... ummm this weekend was good...i went after school with alex and ashlie and we saw the hot guy ... I walked with steph steph to nautilus and i feel bad for the whole thing that happened between him and amanda. i went and saw Trinidad and he knew all about what was going on with me cause sami talks to him and he was cool ...i went to alexandra's house.. her and thomas were talking...they make no sense....we went to the traditional movies and then to alex's house and i made noodles : ) !!! The next day was the best.... I went to some concert and alex and ashlie and sami were there and we were stalking some kid sami liked and some kid ashlie thought was hot and alex got chased by a mama duck cause she was trying to pick up its baby... and i got a sticker from a little machine and their the best....we went to wendy's 100 times and some scary nasty guy wanted sami and them to flash him. Then back to the movies and i just walked around with ppl and had talks about everyones problems woth everyone...then theres today and it is mothers day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy day to your mothers!!!!!!!!!!

Krusty krab pizza do do is the pizza...for you and me ! : )

(8 Love Me)

I hate concided greasy people lol [04 May 2005|11:15pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Dude!!
Early release!!!! OH YEAH!! lets see ummm...
1st- made fun of myself and my great and wonderful talent in speaking that language that is portugese
2nd- Simon's class doesn't count as a class...
3rd- didn't make it...went to my home away from home cause amanda didn't do her project so she brings me down with her...oh and alexandra told some kid i thought he was hot (cause she felt bad cause he was sad cause everyone tells him hes not as hot as his brother) and he said "sex only lasts five seconds but god is forever" lol...yeah
4th- made up my own song.....and did nothing else
lunch- was the best... did nothing but got pizza and ate it
5th- learned some math stuff
6th- did everyones work
I went to mc donalds...like always... nothing else really happened. Ummm Luke came over and me and marissa had a dance party and then sami joined...Luke is so funny...no one is safe from him and the way he makes fun of everyone...its not really mean...well kinda sorta maybe just a little but its ok. O man allison is gonna stay over all weekend and me and her and who ever else are gonna party... but not amanda cause shes had enough partying for years and years but she can watch lol.

(2 Love Me)

Crazy crazy ppl [01 May 2005|11:00am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | skyline drive-mae ]

This has to be the most random weekend ever. To start off with ...Amanda and Stephan broke up which where the hell that came from i don't know...then amanda doesn't want it to be over which makes sense but doesn't cause she had just done it..decided to go to the movies so we can play dance dance revolution and make amanda feel better lol...cause we all know that makes everything better....Amanda thought that getting drunk was better and she also decided that she was a big girl and that i didn't need to go...i sent matthew....they left and for about 4 hours.. I stayed with random people just doing what ever...mostly eating lol... i call matthew to bring amanda back cause she was sleeping over... he says ok....i'm waiting and its so calm in the parking lot u could like see tumble weeds roll on by......i see amanda who you can tell is drunk off her ass from 50000 feet away...shes with those ghetto kids and matthew and right after they come so does a whole bunch of these kids...like 20 of them...i don't know where they came from but i went from like 5 ppl in the parking lot to like 30 and all of the sudden they all want to fight the kid amanda was drinking with, john, ...they all start yelling at him and pushing him..amanda goes and hits some guy whos pushing him.. almost gets herself killed by rosa...i pulled her out saying she was drunk...the whole gang of those kids go to kill john and i push amanda in the car with me and my brother and we leave. That all happened in like two minutes... it came out of no where....so many kids just came out of the ground like daisies and started yelling.

as if that wasn't enough for one weekend the next day i have to go to a show with sami...some stupid concert, we leave for it already late by one hour cause isa took long...my dads trying to show sami something on guitar before we go and shes yelling cause she doesn't care but if u know my dad u know that hes persistent. So we all get in the car and we get lost...we get lost for 3 hours...somewhere in kendall out in the middle of no where and my dad can't read the map cause he doesn't have glasses and its really funny, and by the time we get there its 9 and the show has only 1 hour to go and my dad decided to wait in the parking lot because he said he would never find his way back home and back there again. the strangest people were there but besides that some new friends were made ; ) who are very nice...lol....and on the way home we got lost after taking people home and going through mc donalds and we got home at 1. It was so strange cause I was hanging out with my dad... even though i wasn't i kinda was and i haven't talked to him in a really long time so that was cool and now its boring sunday so i think im going to try and go out on some adventure to somewhere. Im so proud of myslef for dealing with all this shit and just realizing how stupid it is to worry about other people...everyone does exactly what they want to and theres nothing u can do about it and thats their own problem and if someone doesn't want to be with you then ok...thats ok...you don't need someone to be happy and if you do find someone you want to be with then great but I think im doing just fine moving on with my life without anyone and even though it took me long enough to think of it that way im so relieved that i do now.

( Love Me)

POKA DOTS ARE JUST THE BESTEST [25 Apr 2005|07:01pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

this weekend was so distubing....yet very interesting....amanda got drunk off her ass which was funny as hell and me and a whole bunch of other people all just slept at katies house and she has SUGAR GLIDERS!!!!!!!!!!!! they wer going crazy durrning the middle of the night lol... and then the next day amanda once again did her whole drunk thing which is always funny to laugh at and we stayed out till like 4 in the morning and peter and jose took us to stephans house and then sunday was just gay. I was laughing so hard on thursday night though cause i went to lukes house and he was making fun of me and a whole bunch of people ....dude i think this summer im going to hawaii and thats so gay.....and the most fucked thing about it is the whole time i wanted to be able to take who ever i wanted like a boy or girl and now i can lol.....now that theres no reason too....welll i mean u never know i could find someone i want to take but not really i kinda don't want to go myself cause theres nothing to do there but go to the beach and i can kinda walk two blocks and go there now lol but i guess its pretty or something... I LOVE MY CHEEKY MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know who u are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol and i love u so much i could squish u cause u smell really nice!!!!!!!!!!! : )

(3 Love Me)

ummmm...... la la la [20 Apr 2005|07:58pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I'm staying at amanda's house untill its safe to return home...its crazy there...my mom left me this scary message about how my father is like suposed to stay locked out and she was screaming at me about it and shit and my dad (the more calm one) just tells me straight out things aren't the same and blah blah blah and i feel bad for leaving sami there all alone but i just can't hear all that crap....on a lighter note amanda is fucking funny as shit just because shes so strange.... she has the most random things to say.... ND is the greatest movie ever and the incredibles.... I think i have a project due but that just another way of saying hello girls locker room goodbye klien... Its so amazing how u don't even need to go to class to get A's....u never have to do anything u could just sit there and stare at a wall and still have the best grades. Oh man the other nigth sami ran into my room with a cup of water and started singing that song don't you wish your girl friend was hot like me... which is known to be the best song in the whole wide world... and she was spazing on the floor spilling the water all over the floor and then she just ran away....and i yelled for her to clean it...so she came back and she like rolled in it on the floor still singing mind you....lol w/e.... Ahhh this friday is so gonna be the best day... carlos is suposed to get me and amanda into a club cause hes amazing but he has to get paid first...and after that me and jill and amanda are gonna go crazy some where else in late celebration of 4/20 lol....thats some tight shit right there

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